Oh hi, procrastination.
Fancy to be meeting you here.
Today is the first day that I didn't work ALL day in a week, and for three hours, I watched the clock, waiting for five, waiting for that nap that I have been dreaming about all week. Of course as soon as I come home my sleepiness is no where to be found and I am suddenly restless realizing how messy I have let my room get since I got back from my vacation in Oregon.
So here I am 5 minutes into cleaning my room when I decide I really need to attack that cluttered collection of craft supplies taking up a large corner of my room. Which lead to a discovery of a billion unfinished craft projects, which lead to me making a list of supplies I needed to finish them, which lead to me looking to see if I could get the supplies cheaper on Amazon, which lead to me actually just going on pintrest and finding NEW projects, which lead to a NEW list of supplies that I needed.
At this point I got overwhelmed by the number of windows I have open, and the number of applications I am running. As I am going to close out of itunes, I see the Regina Spektor album I just downloaded, and start playing it, forgetting that I am actually already listening to City and Colour through my iPod dock.
And then it hit me:
FOCUS.
I'm finding that it's so hard for me to find free time any more, that when I find it, I have no idea what to do with it! There are so many things that I want to do, I am overwhelmed, and end up doing none of them. Ugh!
That is A.D.D. for you, perfectly paired with my Anxiety, to make me one unproductive little Annie.
But I guess sometimes doing nothing is just what I need.
This first entry is entitles New Beginnings. I have some exciting changes happening in my life right now, so I have decided to forgo my old blog, and document them here.
But like everything else in my life this very second, I am totally lacking the focus to tell you about those changes just now.
I guess I'll just add it to my 'to do'
Now I am going to tear my room apart in search for my teeny crochet hook.
Cheers.
